::I choose to::

broken string

seriously, fu**ed off.

#6

katy perry, 

just a song ^_______^

is it though?

#5

#4

and i guess we'll never know.

::stress::

ada sorang cikgu di skola sdg wat PHD (wowwwww inspiring!), kisahnya mencari responden dlm kalangan guru utk mengkaji tahap stress para guru. knp stress. knp ada yg berhenti awal, kenapa ada yang berniaga bla bla bla.

cikgu tu randomly tanya rakan2 guru yg lain tahap stress yg di alami. acah2 guna skala likert 1 to 5. then when he asks me tahap stress, sy jwb "dua". ok kira cam stress tahap lemah lagi la. 

few minutes later he asks me again how my master's assi, then suddenly i feel burden in my shoulder.

my respon is "ckgu tny esaimen saya terus tahap stress naik pegi 4"

means stress pikir esaimen tak siap lagi. duedate 20 april.

haih. hahah

well balancing between job, family and studying can be quite challenging. skg ni acah2 peniaga kecil2lan pulak, with hashtag #iheartSTG. dah posisi sales manager okayyyyyyy. kedai on9 kena lah sentiasa buka dan aktif. kah kah

superwoman. konon. 😝

k bye. tbgn sbb nyamuk byk sgt, gtchewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

ps: teringt dulu jaman muda ada org tolong buat esaimen. haha. 

(walo sbnrnya tak tau mau rasa ketawa atau menangis. heh)

#3

panasnya mentari

terik lagi dalam hati

#2

sakit yang tiada penawar, atau mungkin sengaja tak jumpa.

#1

bukannya kau lebih sempurna,

::i am too old for that::

oh hi! hello.

mood menulis datang lagi (meski im aware that im not done checking my student's exam papers). tak mampu hadap skg bhai...holiday mode is still ON (hari2 mode cuti seja haha)

okay..

for today, sy mau tulis psl perbezaan saya sekarang, berbanding 10 tahun yg lepas. goshhhh 10 yrs ago, i was only 20 and that year was 2007. time really flies! huuuuuuu

eh tb2 cam malas. bole camtu. nt story lagi la. acah2 #csuks sudaini. main part2. exceli ni teda part. it just .. ok2 x jadi off. sambung sikit la.

the more i grew older, the more i realised there's soooo many things i used to like, but now not anymore. for instance, i was once love a long journey, long driving. i love to go vacation especially to place i've never been before. but this recent years, tiba2 rasa cam...aihhhhh x larat la jenjalan lagi. tak larat la duduk dlm keta berjam2. lenguh kaki tangan pinggul. tak larat dan x minat la beriya melancong naik kapal ka apa, benda2 tu cam menyibukkan okehhhhhhhhhhh. byk btl mau di fikir. haih haih.

ok tu ja la perbezaan yg dpt dinyatakan utk kali ini. mgkn di sbbkn faktor usia, benda2 camtu suda jadi cam x menarik. i prefer to stay at home, spending time with my daughter, shopping through online... oh ya, sy juga perasan sy sudah x gemar jenjalan ke mall. cam penattttttt ja mau shopping, jalan sana sini, mencari baju best2. tu pun blm pasti jumpa. so for now i prefer on9 shopping. more convienience, afforable, cheaper compare certain mall, and yg utama tidak memenatkan. haihhhh simptom mak2 masuk lanjut usia kali ah? sediiiiiiihhh hahahaha

eh eh one more. dalam pemilihan outfit. dulu2 zaman remaja pemilihan pakaian sy rasanya x la bad taste sgt. in fact sy rasa sy ni quite stylo la juga (eh?😝)... tp sejak dua menjak ni, apa lg sejak bergelar bf mom, citarasa dgn pakaian pun berubah sudah. teda suda baju2 funky. sbb skg asal mau pilih baju, msti yg bf friendly. teda suda la gaya2 remaja, now more to baju2 mcm neelofa. yg longgar2 seja. hahahaha

eh one more thing, dulu2 zaman masih belajar d ipg, mampu seja tu mata bertahan berjaga malam. jan tidak tauuuuu pernah (dan sbrnya frequently) tidak tidur satu malam, besanya kes ini terjadi ketika mengambil kerja sampingan (ambil upah esaimen berbayar. budak2 U paham ituuuu), dan juga bole tjadi ketika mau due suda hantar esaimen hahaha. sandi btl tahan x tidur kan lebih 24 jam. huuu. tp skg, tlewat tdo pun mulai sudah sakit berdenyut2 tu kepala. mmg x mampu lah lagi!!

ba itu seja la utk kali ini. tingu kiri kanan, byk lagi tu kertas budak belum kena periksa. minta tulung hubby pun btl2 indak dia mau bah. sadisssssssssss. ba baaaaaaaaa ok la byeeee.

ps: if anyone happen to read this post, just so u know sy aktif dgn #projekstg. biz santai2 with real product, real income. bukan skim cepat kaya ah!! interested? ask me how to join this. i'll be gladly to guide u. heeeeeeeee

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee seeeeeeeeeee u realllllllll sooooooooooonnnnnnnnnn. (kau cakap dgn sepa? entahlah) hahaha